I smell freedom.
Gosh, this reminds me of JiaHui's "Smell me", LOL!

6 more papers to freedom! I don't countdown the number of days. I'm sure there are many blogs which are counting down.

Finally, the long not-awaited Biology paper is over today. It was kind of easier than expected but every time I say that, I get a C5. So, I shouldn't. The Social Studies paper, other half of Combine Humanities, would be on next Monday. I should start studying/memorising tomorrow ba.

Time flies, its October 31st already. In 89 minutes time, it'll be November. So fast, I have spent 3 years and 10 months in Nan Chiau High School. Before I know it, I'm halfway through one of the most important examinations of my life. This makes me feel old. This makes me feel sad. This makes me feel that I should cherish the time I have left. Sigh. I just hope, there will be no regrets as I want this to be a happy memory.


Jiayou everyone! This is the final meter of this lap, of this race, of this period of time that we had tried so hard. Let's make it count!



*PS. By the time I finished typing this post, it is 78 minutes to November. (:

I'm completely depressed.
I'm completely SCREWED.
I'm very afraid.

Whew!

I feel so relieved now. I just transferred all my stuff in my phone to my thumbdrive. LOL. Ya, this is dumb. Just ignore me. LOL.

Mathematics Paper 2 over today. I serioudly hope I get my A1 or I'm so gonna die. Arghs. However, the History Paper was the worst. Stupid appeasement policy! Everything sucked.



Note to self : Study hard or my future is ruined!

Another day wasted.
I cant believe my stupid phone is malfunctioning. Again! I just sent it for repair for like a few months ago! Stupid Nokia.


Plus, I swear I will study History tomorrow! Well, I have to if I wanna get my distinction for Combine Humanities.

Gosh.

I should totally be studying History now but I'm not.

Yesterday and today were like completely wasted. I slept real early last night around 9pm? Guess I was really tired from the 2 Math papers then. JiaHui then called me this morning at around 9.45am. I was still asleep then, Pretty normal eh? The only problem is that we were supposed to meet in school for History consultation at 10am! LOL. I then got home around 1pm, ate lunch and slept till dinner. LOL. I watched Mythbusters and lots of telly too! Hahas.

So far, 7 papers are over and I have 16-7=9 papers to go!

I can't say much about the papers. I can only say that I am really careless and too flicker-minded and it may totally ruin me. Everything totally sucks recently and I've been really emotional. I just really hope that everything turns out fine. That would be my only wish.

I just realised I haven't been dancing for months! I'm definitely getting rusty already. Aww.... My flexibility will surely suffer as I was never flexible in the first place. I just hope I'll manage to catch up cause my performance would be 2 days after Os! Luckily, there won't be an examination this year. Whew!

Alright, I'm off to watch my Hana Kimi Sp. After that, I will surely study for History, the subject that I completely dislike.


Oh! I forgot to mention too. I'll be posting the pictures that I took on Graduation Day after the Os! I took so many! LOL. (:

Tomorrow's the big day!

I didn't really study today but I guess it is alright. I'm quite prepared for Chemistry. I just need to adjust my mindset and be confident. For the next few weeks, I will no longer be focusing on studying. Rather, I would wanna be relaxed and gain confidence. I guess that's what important now.

So everyone, good luck! Let's slam this O levels!

7 days/1 week to 'O' levels.

Time flies. It's 9 days to the big 'O's.

Everything has sunken it and the more I think of it, the more afraid I become. I'm afraid of not getting A1s for my Mathematics. I'm afraid of not getting an A1 for Chemistry. I'm afraid of not scoring A1s for humanities. I'm afraid of not being able to get into a good Junior College. I'm afraid of what the bleak future holds for me. I'm afraid of all the 'I'm afraid's.

Oh well, reality sucks.

Emo time over, it is time for some motivation! Everyone, lets jiayou! Let's all score awesome results and rejoice! Let's celebrate by burning all the tys in the teachers' faces and sprinkle all the ashes around the school! Oh wait, I can't do that cause I wanna pass on my notes to my brother. LOL. DISAPPOINTED.


Alright. I'm hungry so I'm off to find some food. Everyone, study hard! Cause I will too! (: