After weeks, I finally snapped.

I came home rather early today to sleep after the Higher Chinese paper. When my Dad came home with dinner, he woke me up. As usual, I was kinda flustered and really restless. My Mom, who was about to go out, then asked about the paper today.

"It was kinda difficult," I replied, half awake. Then she said something about it being not used in L1R5 and then she went the whole then-you-should-have-worked-harder-for-English thing. Again. Usually, I would just shut up but as I was really tired, I just went like, "Tsk. It is over already la!" and walked away. Gosh!

It really gets on my nerves whenever my Mom says stuff like that. First, it was Geography. I told her the paper was not what I expected and she started going on about how my Biology sucked to the core and now I can't use Geography and I should have taken Physics instead and about how my decision then was wrong. For goodness sake! She was the one who let me choose my combination! I remembered that she was like "up to you" when I asked her about choosing Biology or Physics.

Last Sunday, I was discussing with her about Higher Chinese, saying that I can't do well for it or I can't use Chinese. Yes, she went over the whole thing about the fact that I should have tried harder for English and stuff. I just shut my mouth up at that point of time. Thus, when it happened again just now, I just snapped.

I'm tired of it. Sometimes I feel that I study hard to get the results that my parents want, not what I want. I don't mind getting into a Poly.

I envy those with a choice.




Alright, I've snapped enough. I've gotta have a short break and study Human Geography.